Sunday, August 14, 2011

I was molested when i was 5 and i am 16 now?

Okay well i was molested when i was 5 and i am 16 now, ive never had an actual boyfriend. I'm scared that i will never find someone. There are tons of guys that like me and think im nice and pretty and all that and funny. But when it comes to a relationship i get scared idk why i just get nervous cuz idk what to do in a relationship cuz ive never been in one. Is this normal? idk if this is the affect cuz of me being molested. I wish i never was cuz then id be normal idk :s ughhh! i just want a boyfriend thats awesome! but idk if i date someone theyll be weirded out that i was molested ?? i over think things to much but idk !! ughh guys i just need help will i have problems with guys when im older still?? im trying to let loose now as i get older!

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